Actually, now I have to study English or Germany or write a music. Of course I can’t say that I had to, but it is my bad habit. It is hard to change. Anyway, now I’m writing in English something as always I do.
Have you written the music? If you can say ‘yes’, you could understand the following story.
In around the world, there are many people who write a music. I saw already many people and met them and listened to their musics. At past time, there were also many people called composer such as J.S.Bach, W.A.Mozart, L.v.Beethoven, as you know. But from the time when nobody knows it is too enjoy to listen the contemporary music. Now in U.S.A, Europa, Asia etc. we have many concerts we can’t calculate how many time it has. Nevertheless, how many people can say or explain about the contemporary music? Nobody answers. If you study the music, it would more difficult to explain. Composers say about their musics, listener only listen. Sometimes it is interpreted, but it is not exactly. I don’t want to know exactly of course, but I want to ask, what is the contemporary music? As you know the world were changed many things how I could say ‘all things’ and the music, too. But, which difference are there between ‘changed World’ and ‘changed Music’? I can say that the world might be changed more and more, endless. Nobody doubt. But I can’t say that the music might so, and you too. To change is difficult and needs much times, then, what can we write for new? Somebody doesn’t know any music which already were changed. If he or she hear it, it would be new something. But it was already in the world. Then, how can we get something. Not explain, not change, but many people make many music, continuos. Does it have any meaning?
I don’t want to be change the mind of composers. But as one composer, I’m just asking. Actually for myself I don’t have any interesting for society, but now the society is not good.
Oh.. god… when I wrote something, I lost my way and would stay into a routine. God…… anyway.. I have just a headache.
Actually I can’t speak or write something in English, as you see. Though I couldn’t I want to write a diary about my life, thinking.
What a thinking.
Jieurn
14. Nov. (Solar : 03. Jan.)
Artist
Seoul, Korea / Berlin, Germany
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